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Thursday, April 19, 2012

Observations of the Mouse in the Drawer

He came to live in the old house out of necessity on a cold, wet night. It was empty except for a few dusty canning jars and old clothes. He made it his home for the winter, and being a field mouse, he planned to move on when spring came.

Then the little old lady moved in. She came with boxes, dishes, some furniture,and things that indicated she was going to make the house her home too. He resented her presence and tried to make her as miserable as possible by chewing on papers and leaving droppings on the kitchen cabinets. The ill will she felt for him was obvious too whenever she chased him with the broom. She even began leaving rat poison out in places where he was sure to poke around.

His attitude toward her began to change somewhat as time passed, and he found that the balls of thread and the books and papers she had brought with her to the house made excellent bedding materials. Sometimes he peered around the doorway and watched as she flicked a tiny steel hook back and forth and something lacy and soft was made from the threads. He watched as she went to the front door and looked out across the road to the house that had been her home for so many years before. She told the story aloud to herself: she had cared for both her mother and her father there in the big house. Then she would sigh and say, "It's what Papa wanted." She went back to her chair and picked up the hook and thread again; she let it drop onto her lap and hid her face in her hands and sobbed. Her shoulders shook for only a while. She wiped her eyes and picked up the work.

The mouse soon learned that she was a very caring person. If people needed help, she did what she could for them. When company came to her door, they seldom left without something, either a piece of her handiwork or a bottle of sweet smelling perfume. Her nieces and nephews became her children.

As the years passed, the woman stopped chasing the mouse with the broom. He even teased her by running across her bed in broad daylight. She merely scolded him and told him not to do that when she had company. He watched her as she aged and knew her mind did not react as quickly as before. But then, neither did his. She had started to work with larger thread now; her eyesight was failing. It was soft, fuzzy yarn and she made stack upon stack of crocheted squares. She put them together into lovely, warm afghans and laid them, one upon the other, on the back of her couch. She seemed to glow whenever she showed them to her guests, and with much love, she gave an afghan to some very fortunate person.

When she reached the age of eighty years, the woman stopped driving and put away the keys to her car. Now she became dependent on someone else to take her to church or to town. Her world grew smaller. Each day she picked up the yarn it looked more blurred than it had the time before. The mouse noticed that she didn't open the chest drawers as often. She only stuffed things in now and then and never took anything out. He snipped bits and pieces of the soft yarn and carried them to cushion his bed. He was aging too. It was becoming more difficult for him to find food because she cooked very little. She crocheted one last square, and rather than compromise the quality of her work for quantity, she put away the steel hook. Using the excuse of being lazy, she covered up the fact that she could no longer see well enough to catch the yarn in a loop. It seemed that a part of her pride went then too.

Life around her became somewhat unreal as she reached the age of 92. It was evident to family members that she didn't always know them. Her condition worsened and she had to be cared for like a little child. And then one night the long journey of life was over for the woman.

As some members of her family sorted through a lifetime of memories, there in a drawer, on a soft mat of shredded paper and yarn, lay a mouse. His journey had ended too.


In loving memory of Great-aunt Inez
Charlotte

13 comments:

  1. Oh my, what a touching story that so poignantly depicts the aging process. I hear a lot of loneliness in it, and hope your aunt knew just how special she was. You are so creative in your storytelling!

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  2. Charlotte - I added you to a list here on this blog. Please go see. I am so happy to introduce you to others women who are in our season of life.
    It is beautiful posts like these that simply bless my socks off!
    Here is the blog address:http://www.emergingmummy.com/2012/04/in-which-i-present-you-with-wise-women.html#.T5CGDNWQnKe

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  3. This is so touching and heartfelt..I hope you know what an excellent writer you are..Should be published..Love it..

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  4. Absolutely poetic. You should publish your stories. By the way, I just figured out the EMZ part when I saw something in the Graphic about some church goings-on.

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  5. Oh my, Charlotte, what a sweet, sweet story.
    It reminds me of my hubby's late wife's mother. That's a long story, and one I plan to post about one day soon.
    Great post today, Charlotte.

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  6. This is one of my favorite stories...heartbreaking in a way, but warm and lovely in another.

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  7. I always love this story. Good use of a "perspective" character (not to sound too English-teachery!).

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  8. What a beautifully written heartfelt story sweetie! I'm sure your aunt was an amazin' woman and that she will be dearly missed.

    God bless and have yourself a beautiful weekend my friend!!! :O)

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  9. Made me cry
    how touching
    What a tender
    heart you have.
    Sent with love
    to you from
    One Woman

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  10. My goodness Charlotte what a sweet story.

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  11. What a sweet, sweet story Charlotte. I agree with everyone else. You are a fantastic writer.
    I can see this story as a wonderful story book.

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  12. I love this so much, Charlotte. If you look back at some of your earlier posts, you'll see that I'm catching up. I agree, you are a wonderful writer. And, I hope that your aunt somehow knew you cared very much for her.

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